わたしのくろ - テん

Hisashiburi de!

2006-08-12T15:29:00.000-07:00

I suck at having blogs lol XD it takes me ages to write!
But well atleast i write >=] so ok last i left ya at the trip to Sierra!
IT WAS AWE

Spring Break!! YEAHHH!!

2006-04-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhh yeah, the sweet feeling of ~no school for 2 weeks! lucky me my dumbass school is religious so you have the "semana santa" off + 1 more week XD Ohhh not having to wake up at 5:30- 6 am and put up with those asses and their hipocritical god bull is the best feeling in the world XD

This break we're gonna go to Sierra & Ensenada~!
Tis being loads of fun cuz Jeanette & maybe Vonn are coming along! if not, well, ill just enjoy 3 days of fresh air- loud music- reading time lol
I dunno what the crap i'll do afterwards tho, but its a goal to go out as much as i can, maybe ill even as out the cute guy from the store across the street! XD jk, but who knows what tis year's break will bring! It certainly feels good not having my ex around all the time X3
Oh and my bro n dad went to Cabos for some job related thingy so i got the house to myself >=] well when mom aint here neways but she's been goin out lot lately so yeahhhhhhhhh XD

Oh yeah, I'm starting work again next week!
My sis fired her receptionist so i'm in for the time being she find another one.
My first check is so going on my hair! lol Got big Plans for it, will dye it black again with strands and the whole bottom part of this Grayish-Dark Blue color i love [ the bottom cuz that way i can hide it in school, since im not allowed ].
The rest of the money I'll blow on clothes, a pair of shoes and maybe even makeup!

OMG Hyde, L'Arc~en~Ciel's vocalist is coming to perform in US!! ><>_< *dies* I cant believe Im gonna miss him ; O ; and I cant believe i missed Dir en Grey when they came to Los Angeles!!!!!!! >__________< *revives and dies again* i found out like 2 days after the concert gahhhhh!! X _ X I just hope they come again, ang OMG i heard Moi dix Mois is coming on a US tour!!!!! XD I so hope they come somewhere close by cuz Im so dying to go to one of their Lives! hopefully by then i'll have some extra money X3
Recently got into this awesum group 'Gazette' omfc theyre great XD hasnt been a month since i started listening to them and i already have almost all their songs in my mp3 XD I just LOVES 'Bite to All', i dunno why it's got a bit of a Punk Rock music feel to it, of course the lyrics dont have much to do with punk lol, 'Zetsu' has this great Bass playing during all the song, 'Anti Pop' great guitar, i mean the just Rock! i so reccomend them, here listen to this!

Bite to All~ AWESOMENESS this song is just one of the best EVER!! lol I couldnt find the vid tho but ehhh, its the song that counts >_^

Zetsu~ Just love the song! and their clothes XD Aoi and Reita look soo cool XD and Ruki looks so cute~

Shadow VI II I~ awesomeness! I just love the mix of electric + acoustic guitar they make in their songs, normally i dont like acoustic much but they just make it sound so awesum XD

More vids to come laters XD

Am currently just passing the time watching them, my mom's supposed to come pick me up @ 9 then go for my sis & go to Chula Vista to but some crap for the trip but she hasnt even gotten here >< + gotta see if Jeanette can make it, hope so! Neways, not much to say [or im just too lazy to remember at the mo] so ill post ya laters + mom just got here X3 *death*

ぢゃ- ね!!

Woooooooow very long time... ><

2006-02-15T17:04:00.000-08:00

Oh my, been like half a year now, Been pretty busy since i started Prep.....lol ok not exactly busy, more like....lazy XD.
Well neways I did write before like 3 times but my comp sucks so itd freeze n shut down then i gave up & my comp died later on @o@...

Well on to the news!

1st. "important thingy"
I died my hair RED!! XD. . . it looked soo cool ><>=]
Heres a piccie!!

Red hairrrrrrrrr!!!

Red hair! (tho in this pic it was after i got it maroon and it washed off ; _ ;)

Now heres me with "blueish" black hair (i am aware it looks all black ><)

And heres my new haircut =3

It was pretty weird having it red at first (lemme say that bleach must hurt like hell! cuz i didnt bleach it before i got it red (the color had a bit bleach integrated) and i felt like the dye got into every pore in my scalp and then exploted in there or sumn @o@ so i can only imagine how it would feel to get it completely bleached >< Oh lol and my ex got all weird about my hair >_> (yeah btw we decided to be best friends again cuz we were before we got together...so naturally we talk a lot still n stuff). When we first saw eachother after summer vacations (btw first time we saw eachother since the breakup) he was all like "oh hey i hadnt seen you OMG your hair! what did you do to your hair!?" . . . and actually still asked me like 4 more times in that semester ... and said that i should grow it out again (cuz when we were together i used to have it waist-lenght. . . and apparently he liked it), but why should i really if i love my short hair and were not together X3 lol but then again after the first semester ended and we started 2nd he just stared at my hair when we started talking and later on started bringing it up again... lol.

2nd "important thingy"
uhmmm...well theres not much very important so ill just break this up into little stuff lol.

lets see...oh yeah! Yesterday was my birthday! XD
16, now I can do some legal stuf...yay! hahaha X3 it was pretty fun, i had to go to school tho..but it was ok, we had only the first 4 classes and we got to bring normal clothes (we have uniform), i got a balloon from each -Patty -Ivonne -Blanca -Melissa -Alfredo -Sammy -Juan -Yiris -Anna Lilia -Amanda -Danea -Mericia & Vannessa -A bog one from all of them XD oh and a rose.. i was the one with most balloons from the whole school =3
And my ex spent all the day since we got outta class with me (which was kinda weird, cool tho, but i guess i got used to the fact that we didnt spend that much time anymore and all of a sudden he was with me all day...to tell the truth i really missed that..), after school Patty, Ivonne and Blanca came over to my house so we played foozball, phone pranks on friends, watched movies n stuff. bwahaha >=] and Shiroi-chan got me a Sephiroth action figure!!! XDDDDDD, also Vonch got me an "I love Anime" shirt and the 1st Harry Potter book (one i didnt have), Alfredo got me a bracelet (lol) etc... XD LOL and Shiroi-chan "tackled" Alfredo and accidently got him hit on the stair thingy @o@ just cuz she didnt want him to talk to me n sam cuz we were having "a moment" ><

Lets see what else... Flunked math...then flunked the test so i have to take it again >_<. Got 2 stalkers @o@ some friend of a friend that wont stop calling me, this weirdo that used to go to my school but was kicked out comes to school to "see me" and asks around stuff about me..oh and this dude thats 21!! whos the Manga club "director" that asked me out everytime i went with my friends to watch an anime film....>_< Cant really think of more important stuff so ill post it laters lol i gotta go "study" neways n do homework n stuff so ill see ya round!

ぢゃ- ね!!

It's been Ages!

2005-08-07T19:48:00.000-07:00

Yup yup! very long time since my last post!
I was working as a secretary for my sis (<-psichologist) while she got a new one so i didnt have much time to be online n stuff.
Anyways!
Loads of stuff to post!
First of all, I met the bassist of this TJ band!
He's pretty cool, invited me to some of their lives but since i had work i couldnt go to any ToT.

July 14th 2005!!

Woo-hoo! ^ was the day the "Dear Friends, Final Fantasy" concert was held in Embarcadero Marina Parkway, just behind the Convention Center (where the ComiCon is held).

The whole day sucked ass...it took hours to find parking! then, just for my luck, when we passed the Convention Center I just happened to look at the entrance and there he was: My Ex. With his fucking friends, which were part of why we broke up.. That ruined my day, i almost even fucking cried! but then i just distracted myself with the fact that i was gonna see an awesome FF concert XD

The whole thing was AMAZING!! All the songs were played by the San Diego Symphony, and they did a really great job! I couldnt even move or look elsewhere, i was totally blown away! I mean I didnt even keep looking back at the really cute Japanese guy that was in the row behind me!! lol.
It went all so well till the intermediate.
I went to get some info on the Art Institute of California (the booth was in the area) so there this guy started talking to me..which i found creepy.
I just kept on ignoring him and he'd just keep on talking to me!
Luckily, then the guy in the booth asked if i had any questions on the Institute or anything, so I asked about the Videogame Art and Design course and the creepy guy said he was also taking that course and introduced himself..so I just said my name and turned to the guy in the booth again, then he left. I thought it was all over but then when the intermediate ended i was heading back to my seat and the guy fucking followed me! started talking to me and asked me for my email. I didnt give it to him but then he told me there was an empty seat in his row (which was the row infront of mine) so ok i went, but just to hear the damn concert without him stalking me! So this Chinese guy beside me started talking to me too and then the other creep just grabbed my hand!!!
GAHHHHHH!!
luckily the song ended and i took my hand away to clap nd then just held both of them together so he couldnt do it again.
After a song they played FFIII's chocobo theme and the chinese guy started talking to me about chocobos n stuff, so being the chocobo-lover i am i talked with him for a while, then again the creepy guy grabbed my hand again!! I tried to take it away but i couldnt, then he started to like rub it or sumn and i was at the top of my 'Creeped Out' point so i said "excuse me" and took it away, wrote an old email of mine down and told him i had to go so i just gave him the email and went back to my seat.
That shit haunted me for like a month! I felt the fucking crazyass would turn up anywhere n stuff! >_<>
I'm so never going to a concert or anything again without my friends >_>

July 17th 2005!!

Last day of ComiCon!!
I went with my bro, we took the car to a parking and took the trolley to the Convention Center. OMG so many cute asians!! XD
I didnt have as much money this time tho ToT but i still got stuff i loved AND loads of free crap XD There was this autograph booth and the Original Cast from Superman was there!!
Then I saw the creator of X-Men!!
I also saw Matt Groening!! (the cretor of The Simpsons!!) he was signing stuff but the line was so long!!! ; _ ; so i just took a pic of them! XD
It was so awesome!! They had more J-Rock booths this year!
I bought a 'Dir en Grey' keychain, the movie 'Moon Child' (which i loved!!), the first japanese DVD of 'RahXephon', L'Arc~en~Ciel's live DVD from their Otakon performance!!!! XD!!!! and i got loads of free posters of them cuz i bought the DVD and i had bought loads of stuff last year =3!
The only hing i hated is that i bumped into loads of people i know (which are most of them a bunch of fucking posers!). but i still enjoyed myself =D
gahhh the crappy part was getting back, we took the wrong trolley so we had to go 4 blocks back to the transfer station and get another one.

Working with my sis sucked! It just reminded me more of how my family sucks.
I started going to the psichologist on friday, i gotta go every week. It's pretty cool..
Yesterday i argued with my dad about dying my hair n all i got was a "discuss it with your mom" and all i get from my mom is the same "discuss it with your dad" -___- so i just decided im gonna go for it! Who cares if i get grounded.
I made an apointment with the guy that owns the salon under my house (which my grandma rents to him) so i get to get it done for free! XD
I'm gonna go for a dark red since i'm going back to school in a week so they cant say anything =D
Sumn like Kirito-san here.

Well anyways, i'm gonna have a Halloween - Visual Kei party!!
I'm gonna cosplay as either Kaoru- Dir en Grey, Kirito- Pierrot, or Kami- Malice Mizer.
Since I've already got my paychecks i'm gonna save my $$ for both the pary and the new l'Arc~en~Ciel CD thats gonna be released in September!!

Will be going now, probly'll write again soon to get up the C-C pix n stuff.

Currently hearing: Rasetsu Koku -by- Dir en Grey

ぢゃ- ね!!

Hair Cut!!

2005-07-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, before i begin my massive rant.
Griever is the lion on Squall's neclace, which you get to fight when Ultimecia summons him. (FFVIII final battles) remember??

Today was awesome!! I've got so many pix today, plz stay with me!!

I got my hair cut today n just loved it!! The guy that cut my hair said that red highlights would fit me (which ive always wanted!) so we agreed that i'll go in 2 weeks n he'll put them on for free (cuz he rents the space from my grama lol) n in 2 weeks cuz i dun wanna get my parents angry b4 the concert cuz theyd probly not let me go or sumn. Oh yah, n just as i thought, when i got home n my mom saw my haircut she said i looked like a lesbian, nice comment from a mother to her daughter, ne?do i look that bad?? or is it just her psycho way of thinking....
here's a little before~after:

BEFORE

AFTER

what ya think?? i look like a doped piece of crap in the first pic lol

Kay, so after i cut my hair, I went to Ocean City with my friends (YAY!!) n OMFC!!
Alex waited on us this time n omg! He was almost always so damn close!!
Pat n Von went to the bathroom n i stayed at the table, then Alex stood beside me, so i just looked away n focused on a pole that was beside our table that reflected the image n i saw that when i turned around he looked at me, then sighed n looked at the floor then stared! then b4 Pat n Von came back he like fixed his tie n shirt neck then walked infront of me..n i just dunno if im being paranoid lol but he's been actin like that recently, n pat n von have noticed too, they say they've seen him staring n have notices stuff he's done like hang around our table only when i go n stuff..WTH, either i am being just paranoid n hallucinating or theres sumn going on here..which may not be bad cuz i have to admit he's pretty cute..n hot lol n_nU
neways, it was sooo fun!!
LOL one of our weitor friends (cant remember name) jus went to leave a bunch of plates on the counter thingy n he looked over n noticed i cut my hair n almost bumped into a lady!! XD was a bit surprised =P

After Ocean City we went to the movies' cafe across the street, bought me some coffee <3>

My bests friends, (left) Ivonne & (Right) Jeanette

the pic's a bit messed up tho.
We also bumped into people from school like twice.
Then we went to TepozNieves, an ice cream store beside the movies, n stayed there till they picked us up, which was really late but i didnt even notice cuz i was havin so much fun, hadnt talked with em in like a month so we had loads to catch up on.

Now, on to the pix from Graduation day:

^ My classroom b4 the official pic thingy

^Up close, Pat (beige), Vonch (pink) & ME (black), the only thin i hated from my outfit was that my coat thingie had shoulder pads ToT but oh well

^Pat, Von, Me & JP (our English teacher), yet again a crappy pic

^Where the party thingie was..in our school's back yard! the cheap bastards >.<

That's all for grad, so next we have yesterday's pix, a tour of my beloved things:

^ My computer after i painted it, still gotta give it a little touch up tho cuz i kinda screwed it up but it looks kinda cool, what do ya think??

^My collection of authentic Japanese stuff <3

^Anime DVDs, Magazines, n some of my mini action-figures (other action figures n manga's on the bottom, didnt fit lol)

^The only cd's i've been able to get from my fave Jap band, L'Arc~en~Ciel!! n my oh-so-cute FMA keychains XD

^My dear electric guitar, the lyon. Has a Griever-like lion engraved in the back plate XD, then behind you can see my Vivi drawing n my comp while it was still being painted.

^A close-up on my guitar stickers (the green one's FFVII's logo)

Now on to the rooftop pix!

^ On the right from my house, the Mexican flag from the Military HQ, the park & part of the sign of the sotre that's across the street from my house.

^Loves this one, that's to the left of my house, facing San Diego> the USA part of California (my hometown).

Well that's all for today, hope u enjoyed!! n if u didnt thats not my prob n_n lol

Currently hearing: Cleyra Settlement ~ FFIX
http://www.myfilestash.com/userfiles/LarukuRocks/ff9_-_Cleyra_Settlement.mid

ぢゃ- ね!!

So tiiiiiiiiiiiired!!

2005-07-08T23:20:00.000-07:00

Damn, im worn out.
Woke up at 10 n finished up cleaning my room, man it looks sparkly now lol .
Ivonne came by in the morning to drop off Fabs' invitation to her XV bday thingy, then Fabs passed for the inv, then Jeanette came over around 1 i think. t'was fun.
i have my camera back now XD took loads of pics, still have to wait till tomorrow to upload them tho cuz my dad has the USB thingy.

After Pat left i climbed up to the roof n took some pix, but my battery ran out after like 3 pix hahaha, the air was really fresh up there so i stayed for a while, TJ's not such a beautitiful sight, but it was good enough, my room was pretty oxigen-less today neways lol n after spending so much time out of it n leaving the windows open, its fresh n cold again, yay!!

Found my art class portrait thingies! How i loves them, specially my little Vivi i drew <3.
Only 5 days left till i go to the concert thingy!! XD n 1 fucking week till deadline for my manga!! Damn it, been finishing up illustrations all day!
Still gotta finish the 6 page sample of the manga tho, but am gonna have to finish up the character profiles cuz i cant work well without them, only have 2 of them completely finished so i think im jus gonna stick with the main character's past in the first pages.
GAHHHHH!! Have to work harder!! am so sleepy ToT but no matter, will have coffee! aww i loves coffee <3.

I got an appointment to get my hair cut tomorrow in the morning!! XD am finally gonna get the style i want, even printed out the page with the pic lol cant wait =3

Seems like Pat, Vonch n I may be going to Ocean City at last tomorrow! Pat told me they wanted to go cuz people from our class were going that day n they wanted give em their invitations, will have to call her in the morning. Hope we can go, its been real long! plus I cant wait to take more pix!

Still a bit hyper, i think im gonna continue on Yoga after ComiCon, maybe that'll knock me out a bit more lol.

Found the url to VG Cats!! i loves those comics, theyre so funny. Here are some of my faves:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOL ^sephiroth

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LMAO!! XD

Warning: Massive rant about psychopathic mother.
Mom started to nag again about me wearin too much black..n i was so happy while she wasnt home ; _ ; not like im gonna listen to her neways but its so annoying, its just a fucking color i happen to like a lot, what's the biggie??
Then she tries to control me like im even gonna try to listen to her shit, she wants me to be more girly, WTF!! just cuz i dont fress like a whore and in pink.
Oh n how could i forget that she gets traumatized cuz i dont givve a rats ass what people think of the n she's all like "oh no, dress properly, whats your aunt ___ gonna think!?" "Go get the black nail polish removed, what's Ivonne's mom gonna say!?" "dont put so much eyeliner like that, people are gonna think you're crazy!!" (of course that was the time i did it just so she'd stop fucking about me wearing make up, but it still pissed me that she just did it because of what other people'd think.
Seriously cant wait to get away from the psycho...

Well, will be goin on to slavework more, if Tokyopop duznt choose my manga at least as runner up or sumn im gonna fucking kill myself.

Currently hearing: Costa del Sol ~ FFVII
http://www.myfilestash.com/userfiles/LarukuRocks/FF7costa.mid

ぢゃ- ね!!

Cleaning Day!

2005-07-07T02:19:00.000-07:00

Hah! I just felt so hyperactive today that i decided to use up my energy cleaning (plus my room was a massive mess! lol). I still havent finished!! just on a brake >_>

I painted my computer!! lol, i always hated the beige-ish color it had, n today i just happen to be excessively hyper so i decided on it, painted it Blue with Black XD will post a pic when I get my camara back from my friend >.<

Aww Im lovin Malice Mizer's 'Tsuki no Shirabe' n 'Illuminati' their unique style of playing music's just awesome!! I was able to get some Sushi today =) I just love Japanese food, its great!! A bit expensive over here, but the great thing is that I know this Japanese guy that moved here recently and opened up a Sushi restaurant n the food's amazing! not to mention really cheap to be Jap! lol, I just love it there XD

A friend of mine added me to this page like Hi5, checked it out n its pretty cool, you can personalize your page a lot more! check mine out:

http://www.zorpia.com/LarukuRocks

I love my backround and music n all XD recognize it? 'The Legendary Beast' from FFVIII, when you fight Griever! XD!! Griever's so awesome! onna my fave GFs for sure!

LOL see what I meant by hyperactive?? i cant even blog without sounding all exited lol!

I see this film 'Ong Bak' a friend told me its great n ive seen ad's n it looks great too! Plus theres a good chance theres some cute asian in it >_n lol.
I've also been dying to see 'The house of flying daggerss' and 'Kung-Fu Hustle' !! They seem awesome!! specially Kung-Fu Hustle, looks really funny XD

After getting through my laundry and some cleaning I came to sit down @ my comp n started to look around some f the forums im in n stuff, but i dunno why just didnt feel like it = S Then I started feeling a bit depressed, still feeling a bit blue ; _ ; I need some cheering up...another job for Laruku!! XD!!

Anywho, I just put up this music thingy on the blog, check it out if ya want! I'll be puttin a link of the music I'm currently hearing (if available), most are MIDIs tho, but most of them are really good, some sound even the same as the song itself!!

Well I'm off to finish some work!! Manga n drawings dont draw themselves! lol

Currently hearing: Odeka ke Chocobo ~~ FFVIII soundtrack
http://www.myfilestash.com/userfiles/LarukuRocks/ff8-3-08-odeka_de_chocobo.mid

ぢゃ- ね!!

Bought the tickets!!

2005-07-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hell yeah!!
I got seats 18 n 19, row 3!! Just bought them this morning! n lucky me i did, i just checked the site out n it was sold out all Premiums and Sect. 1 till row 9!! Cant wait!!
This is my first concert ever, no-da!
I was gonna go to a L'Arc~en~Ciel concert last year that they came to Otakon for their first ever USA live!! I even got permission to travel all the way to Baltimore, Maryland (other side of the country!), buuuuuut, since the concert was anounced like a week n a half before the concert date i didnt have enough time to make travel arrangements n all ToT i still wanted my first concert to be a L'Arc one, but Nobuo Uematsu's just as good! XD specially with front row tickets lol!
I investigated a bit n i got the program!

Liberi Fatali
San Diego Master Chorale
To Zanarkand`
Terra's Theme
Theme of Love
Dear Friends
Vamo' alla Flamenco
Love Grows
Aeris' Theme
You're Not Alone
Ronfaure
Final Fantasy I-III Medley
Cloud Smiles
Final Fantasy

N im not sure if i heard right or not but there seems theres gonna be more! Im so exited! (lol ike i needed to point that out!)

I saw the 'Live8 around the world' concerts today, they were awesome! The Who n Pink Floys got together just to play at Hyde park, London! they were great!! Paul McCartney played Beatles' songs, the remaining Beach Boys played in Berlin lol even if they're not exactly my taste of music it was great to see everyone united for the event. Bjork played in Tokyo dome! the lucky bastard! U2!!! Linkin Park!! Audioslave, Green Day, Simple Plan, etc, etc. There were so many great bands! (that explains why Britney Spears, Justin, n them didnt play in the concerts lol!) Cant wait for the 6th, there are gonna be more than a million bands playing! im not sure if it was the same as today (all over the world) or all in Edinburgh, but it'll still rock! Mb L'Arc will play!! *hopes like hell*

Saw 'Constantine' again today, i just love the movie!! n I have to admit Keanu looks pretty hott in this one! lol i dunno whats with me n guys in long-coat suits. The story's awesome dispite him tho, n i loved the way they focused more on the plot than on the "romance", i just hate how some pay more attention to love scenes in films than the ones that actually matter. Plus i dun get why sum1'd enjoy seeing 2 strangers at it, its a bit disturbing n awkward..the real thing with a person u love is way better than watching, ne? lol, good to remind guys of how they aint gettin any?? LOL, n they guys r the ones that supposedly "enjoy" them most.

Aww lookie this!! I love this pic!!

Nanaki n Cait Sith look so adorable!! XD Cait looks just like the plushie i have of him! lol

Awww, Reno!!! He's so cute n awesome!! tho almost all FF characters in FFVII are awesome, specially Sephiroth!!

Oh yah, started reading Harry Potter 3 again, that is in my spare time..well not exactly spare time, almost all my time is spare since i am on vacations lol, how to explain....ok, i cant stand doing the same thing for over a long amount of time, no matter how much i love it, so for example: I work on my manga for a while, then i read a bit n work for a bit on the manga again, then do sumn else. The only thing ive ever been able to do for over 5 hours, even the whole day, is play FF!!

Well since im on the subject of my manga, even if almost no one reads my blog lol, I need some ideas for a title. My working title's been 'Black Heaven' since i started it, but i just wanna explore other titles before i leave it, just in case there's a better one, so anyone have any suggestions?
The story's basically about Vlad the impaler (The real life person Dracula was based on), which reincarnates after death as an angel, and then falls n starts to become a little crazy when he begins to have dreams n visions of his past life, and 'becomes a vampire' but it is all in his head. How does that sound? comments plz!

Well after that massive rant (damn crap! i wrote so much!!) I'll be going to work for a while.
Now that i think of it, i wonder why my hours are all screwed up? I sleep mostly in the day, then stay up till like 4-am! n the weirdest thing yet is that i dont feel tired during AM hours, but feel dead around 6-10 in the morning! lol, will have to sort this thing out! *Zzzzzz*

Currently hearing: Jesters from the Moon -by- FFIX sountrack, Nobuo Uematsu.
Play'>http://www.myfilestash.com/userfiles/LarukuRocks/Jesters_of_the_Moon.mid">Play background music

ぢゃ- ね!!

FF concert in CALIFORNIA!!

2005-07-02T12:48:00.000-07:00

NOBUO UEMATSU's having a concert in CALIFORNIA!!
OMG, and on the same day as ComiCon!!
I'd have a massive dillemma if ComiCon were just 1 day but its 4 so im so going! I already reserved the tickets on the 4th row, seats 19 n 20!!
My dad's getting payed today n he told me that when he gets the money (to be sure we have enough) i'll be able to order PREMIUM tickets!! the premiums are seated in the front rows just in front of the orchestra and include a pre-show reception to meet NOBUO UEMATSU AND ALL THE PERFORMERS!!!
OMG im so fucking dying!! Just imagine meeting the father of all FF music!!!
Thank god for my dad lol, my mom wanted to get the fucking LAWN seats, they're the cheapest ones but the most farthest away from the stage..

On the other hand, i'll have no money left for ComiCon (but who cares! Nobuo Uematsu!!) n will just have to go the last day to show my portfolio, i wouldnt go but I have to show the portfolio, i worked so hard all year for this massive oportunity of getting my manga published or atleast a schollarship in Art Institute, i cant let it slip by!
Ahhh, I still have to finish tho, since they just released the schedule and the companies that will be reviewing portfolio (in the webpage) n i just found out that i dont only have to have part of the story and characters ready, but also a 4-6 page sample of the mangs and a copy to leave with them, so I was missing the sample, worked on it yesternight and i finished the cover n some of the first page.
The company reviewing portfolios for people who want a job in manga industries is gonna be TOKYOPOP!! like onna the most famous manga companies!! Will have to work extra hard! When I finish up ill post it up, will need all the comment/critique i can get, cant blow this oportunity!!

Ok so out of all that, will be going to the circus later lol my mom's gonna take my little nephew, i think last time i went was when i was like 7! im going only for the animals tho hahaha i loves the lions n tigers n all!! XD

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

Buddhism

92%

agnosticism

92%

Islam

88%

Satanism

83%

Paganism

71%

atheism

67%

Judaism

54%

Christianity

46%

Hinduism

46%

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I think its pretty accurate, i've been studying buddhism principles recently, and Agnostic beliefs are kinda like mine, but ahhh weirdness! I'd never even consider being a Satanist! i dont even believe he exists..oh well, i got agnostic neways lol!

Well thats all for the mo' will post later!

Currently hearing:
Protecting my Devotion (Beatrix's theme, Red Rose Remix) -by- Nobuo Uematsu!! XD

ぢゃ- ね!!

Final Fantasy MIDIs!!

2005-07-01T03:53:00.000-07:00

As I was deleting unnecesary crap from my computer i stumbled upon these bunch of FF MIDI files, so i heard them all and WOAH some of them are so good that they dont sound like beeps but actually sound like the original song itself!
If you wanna check em out, I've uploaded some to my web-page (they play as backround music in each page), I'll be changing them monthly or mb even weekly, n if ya want to hear one jus gimme the name n i'll upload it!

http://www.freewebs.com/maybe_im_a_lion

Whatdya know! I actually worked on my webpage!! lol spent all day doin reviews n stuff, now i just have to finish a bunch of quizzes so i can post them in my "Ragtime!" page XD, if you've noticed i put up the Ragtime theme in the page, which makes it a lot more fun lol. Now that I'm on vacations i can actually work o it some more and update more recently, WOO!! btw Please sign my guestbook!!

I'll be goin to sleep when i finish this, its 4am!! i thought it was earlier!!!! well i guess time passes by when you're in your ceilingless garage burning wood with your brother and making jokes about how hobo's probly think our house was a reunion point (cuz of the flaming trash can lol), we also took advantage of the fire and roasted some marshmallows hahaha i hadnt done that for like 5 years or more.

Seems like we'll be going to San Felipe next week or so, it's been since my mother's accident like 5 years ago that we havent gone! and we used to go every year, oh yah, San Felipe (puertecitos) is this little town in the golph of California that is almost completely surrounded by sea (which is really still, no big waves!!) and it has many 'positas' ..err, i dunno what ya call em in english, like craters that fill up with sea water and heat up cuz of a dead volcano under them, they're actually pretty relaxing. I remember one time we went, this american guy just jumped into one withouth checking the temperature and came straight out screaming with his skin all red cuz it was overheated! Anyways, im not much of a beach person but im definately looking forward to going!! loves it there!

I think ive spent almost all day in the computer today, have i no life anymore!? lol well the vacations are to blame hahaha, also to blame for my hyperactiveness!
Anyways, SLEEEEEEEP!!! XD

Currently hearing: Slide show Part 2; Nobuo Uematsu (Final Fantasy VIII soundtrack)

ぢゃ- ね!!

New playlist, woo!!

2005-06-29T15:26:00.000-07:00

LOL i didnt make it to school today, n its my last day (woo!) I stayed up till like 6m doing the math assignment n talking on msn, ok so i didnt finish, just one point thingy but fell asleep neways, n woke up at like 8:30, finished the asgmt. n went to my parents' but oh surprise! they had already gone, n thus i didnt go to school lol, had to send the papers with my mom at like 1 when she came back.

Im home alooooooone *happy as hell* nothin better than no family to bother ya n being able to put on some music all-volume high XD Made a new playlist with my fave songs from Pierrot, L'Arc~en~Ciel, Dir en Grey, Cool Joke, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Gorillaz, U2 & the Doors. Love it!! Just downloaded Dir en Grey's Child Prey, the final & saku videos! Child Prey reminde me of Obscure (pv) a bit, tho less..whats the word, weird, macabre, gross, lol its cool but come on they went a little overboard on Obscure, i mean a tree of baby heads, throwing up liters of blood, bodies hanging from the ceiling, Die taking his heart out with his hands n eating it( which actually looked rather real) n other stuff. Well atleast Child Prey only had like 30% weird of Obscure. Oh yah, n Obscure vid was so ''strong'' that they censured it from 5:06 mins to 1:20 mins! n it still freaked some people out lol. Saku was like 60% of Obscure, The final was like 10% maybe less.

^Pic from 'The Final', left to right, Shinya (Dr), Toshiya (Bs), Kyo (Vo), Kaoru (G) & Die (G), i love Die's hair color style, n Toshiya looks soo cool! Shinya finally looks a bit more manly lol, i mean lets compare with past Shinya pics..

Wouldnt you say so yourself?? =3 And yup, he is indeed a man..

Just practiced electritar (electric+guitar=electritar. and they say im bad at math! lol) for a while, gettin better with those intros! can change from SIm-SIm7-F# a lot faster now, still gotta practice my digitation exercises a bit more tho.

Played FFX2 yesterday =3 Started from the begining, tho its not my fave i love the battle system! Not the best of music tho, they changed the Chocobo theme!! blasphemy! Left the game in pause hehe, gonna go play when i finish my "internet duties" lol

Hmm, so i think theres nothing more of relevance to write down..oh yeah, yesterday thanks to the math teacher who arrived late, i came out from the exam later than planned, so i didnt see the bitch!! woo!! XD *celebrates*, oh n vonch n pat n me are finally going to Ocean City today =3. Now i think thats all..

Currently hearing: Happy Drive, Hippie Life -by- Cool Joke

ぢゃ- ね!!

Almost late!!

2005-06-27T11:48:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhh!!! i fell asleep and got up 10 mins before 9, in which i had to already be in school!! -.-u, didnt have any breakfast and just put on the same black jeans as yesterday n my 'The Doors' shirt lol i didnt even brush my hair just put on a clip thingy, lucky that i have kinda short hair so it doesnt tangle or anything XD. Anywho, When i got there no one from my class thingy had arrived, i was like a minute late n no one was there yet but the teacher!! -_-# so i just heard some music n studied a bit of Jap while the other 3 got there, so i have to go tomorrow (last day!! woo!!) to do my math test at 9 ToT, n it ends at 10, n heres the best part:Lucy told me that Sam's gonna be at school tomorrow at 10 cuz its his bro's graduation from primary school.. i dont wanna see the asshole!! ahh the bright sides that since im most probly gonna spend the time im there hearing music im gonna know more lyrics lol.

Oh well, another serving of ice cream might do me well, since its so damn hot!! atleast my room aint as hot as outside, since no ones in here all day but me n its all closed in n ventilated its pretty nicely cold =3 *thanks god for short sleeves*
Yesterday was so hot I had to sleep just in my giant 'Devil may cry 3' shirt and a really thin cover, and couldnt sleep that much cuzza the heat anyways ; _ ;

Well, its still early, guess I'll get started on my math assignment, then if i have some time left ill go play Onimusha 2, havent played for a while.
Onimusha 2 is great, it has great graphics, goood music (J-Rock themesong!!XD), good battle system n it has the thing where you start over with stuff u had when u finished the game and can get different endings n stuff.

^My fave sub-character XD, Kotaro the Young Fuma ninja with awesome weapons n stuff = )
n those are the actual while-playing graphics it has!!

Well now i do g2g, ill maybe post again later.

Currently hearing: Killing Me -by- L'Arc~en~Ciel

ぢゃ- ね!!

thinking...

2005-06-26T11:48:00.000-07:00

Lol i couldnt come up with a title, anyways, Im thinking of cutting my hair a bit more, i've wanted a haircut like this for ages:

Toshiya-san, bassist from Dir en Grey

Hyde, vocalist and guitarist of L'Arc~en~Ciel

Hyde with his Roentgen look (i think).

I told my mom i wanted to cut my hair shorter and she started with her crap about sh not liking short hair, that short hair's for guys n stuff, basically she didnt let me, so naturally when she's not home im gonna go get it cut lol there's a salon next to my house (and my grama's the renter) so bwahahahaha!!! either that or i can just cut it myself like i always do, but i want this time i want the exact haircuts of either 3 of the above =3

I had this haircut:

(Hyde again lol, he's just so hott! and cute =3 and awesome!!)

but now it looks like this:

(yup, Hyde)

Ok i think that's enough about a haircut lol, spent all yesterday hearing music, now i know the whole lyrics to most of the songs in my playlist hahaha. Seems like i may be going to Ocean City either today or tomorrow after my test thingy at school. Oh yeah, and yesterday i reached my goal! My mom's been bitchin about me lookin too unfeminine n that i should wear more colors and makeup n stuff, so yesterday I put on lots of black eyeliner and then red all around, wore a tiny skirt and blouse. so when my mom got home she was all like 'wtf!?' n told me she never wanted to see me like that, n i said she was the one that said i sould look 'femenine' but since she said she never wanted to see me like that again then id HAVE to wear clothes my style LOL she of course got all mad n stuff cuz i tricked her into lettin me wear my clothes but ehhh i just dont give a rat's ass. Welcome back black Jeans!! XD Cant wait till im 18 to get the hell away from her!!
Shit, have to go to Ivonne's ballet show thingy !! *writes faster*
ok so i think i havent done much else..wait, i ate ice cream!! lol ok no i havent, so ill be stoppin now.

Currently hearing: Loops and loops -by- Asian Kung-Fu Generation

ぢゃ- ね!!

Back from grad..

2005-06-25T02:17:00.000-07:00

OMG it was horrible! Had to wake up extra early to go to the graduation mass, and whats worse, masses are kinda like against my beliefs (i dont believe in religion n the church n stuff), i spent most of the time singing in my head, then of course we went to the Academic act thingy and were there for hours, i mean how the hell can they think we'd be interested in seeing younger grades dance! even less since its the same fuckin songs from like 7 years ago with the same moves n stuff. Then i had like 4 hours till the party, in which i could have enjoyed a long time of hearing music or playing or whatever but i had to spend at my sister's cuz my damn mom wanted to go talk to her or i dunno what the hell, i was lucky to have my cd player tho' and the grand power of falling asleep lol then she did my makeup for the party. im never going near her b4 a party again!! she did this weird makeup thingy on me, i took it off as soon as i could when i got there lol the heels were killing me!! my feet still hurt like hell!! i cant imagine how much more my feet would hurt if id left the heels on while dancin n stuff..
oh yah and the worst thing was that since i couldnt find a strapless bra i had to go bra-less!! for my luck the fabric wasnt thin, but still.. I couldnt go to the afterparty at Brando's cuz he lives too far away but Patty and Ivonne are comin probly comin over tomorrow so ehhh. IM SO DAMN SLEEPY!! and tired, so ill be goin to bed now (2:37 am!!) ill write more later lol n maybe post some pix from 2day..

Currently hearing:
きみのまちまで -by- Asian Kung-Fu Generation

ぢゃ-ね!!

だいべん! ! ! Grad. day!!

2005-06-24T03:25:00.000-07:00

Aggggghh!! Tomorrow (or better said, in 6 hrs) is my sec. school (7th-9th grade) graduation!! I hate that shit, have to go in uniform then in nightdress thingy for the damn party thingy, just bought my dress today! Its pretty cool but i still dont exactly love dresses, atleast my mom stopped with her donte-wear-black-crap today (PS. my parents suck =3), i was gonna get white strands of hair today but my parents didnt want me to, obviously that means nothin to me and i was gonna get the bleach today but i was short on money ToT but when i get it ill definately get em, mb with my hair dyed maroon.

Anywho, "looking foreward" to a whole day of boredom and having my maniac friends trying to get me to do sumn like dance or whatever, im so takin my cd player n Jap book to study or sumn during ceremony!!

At the party im plannin on shutting down the school power and replacing the party cds with pure Rock n Metal and egging the school afterwards =3 maybe if i can come up with some other way of makin them pay for 3 years of hell ill also do it. any suggestions? BWAHAHAHAHA!!!

Still addicted like hell to Asian Kung-Fu Generation!! Am gonna take my speaker to the bathroom so it can hear them while bathin XD i take hours anyways (yup gonna take a bath now, tho it might be a good idea of gettin some sleep lol its 3:41!! well afterwards lol im done here anyways )

Currently hearing: Myself yawn lol and
らしんばん -by- Asian Kung-Fu Generation

ぢゃ- ね!!

Asian Kung-Fu Generation!!!

2005-06-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

It turns out that during my downloading of 'Full Metal Alchemist' openings and endings i came across this band, 'Asian Kung-Fu Generation', which after hearing their FMA 4th opening song 'rewrite' i couldnt stop hearing all day long, even when i wasnt home i had it stuck in my head, so i decided to check out their other songs and started to download a crapload of their songs, of which i loved them all!! I havent been able to get them out of the playlist, specially 'Rewrite', 'Kimi to iu Hana' and 'Rashinban'!!! They ROCK!! they have this kinda Alternative, or Punk Rock sound to them with Rock that is just awesome!! (pardon me if im wrong cuz i dunno much bout genres, only rock lol)

Ok now that ive rambled on about how great Aijikan (^) is, ill go on to todays stuff.

Had to go to school today for some extra classes cuz i flunked math (didnt do homework), it was ok, vonch called me during History n i just started talking loudly so the teacher wouldnt hear the ring and went to the bathroom lol n i made a new friend that also likes anime lots! Investigated more for my manga today, the storyline's going great!

Today was Vonnie's B-day!!!
Went to Chula Vista mall with her n spent the whole day there, Pat wasnt able to go tho'.
I bought a Full Metal Alchemist shirt and 2 FMA keychains (Ed & Roy!! XD), i wanted to buy this kickass one of Rurouni Kenshin but there was only XLarge n im Small lol. We went to Sam Goodies and they had FFVII on retail! (mine's scratched) n i didnt have enough money ToT till next time i guess.. Saw this really cool Yojimbo (FFX) figure for 25$ in Comics n' Stuff, bought an iced coffee that was MASSIVELY strong!! I did a little experiment with some milk, sugar n vanilla flavor and it actually tasted good! lol.
My fucking ATM card wouldnt work so i had to borrow ToT damn thingy..
Spent the rest of our time there freeloading at 'WaldenBooks' lol nice selection of books they have there, its awesome, and we were there sittin on the floor readin for like 2 hours n they never said anything to us!
We rented some movies afterwards this asian one called 'Tokyo Eyes' or sumn like that, a chick flick Vonch rented for herself and Excel Saga 1 cuz i wanted to show it to her since its pee in your pants funny! we came home really late tho so we'll watch the movies tomorrow at her house r sumn. There was this chinese movie i really wanted to see but they had just rented the last one
; _ ; i think the name was 'attack on the gas station' it sounded really cool..
My mom started giving me crap when i came home cuz i bought the FMA shirt and its Black, shes so damn ARGHHHH...just pisses me off!! like wearing black is fucking blasphemy..
anyways, thats all lol.

Currently Hearing: The far far side -by- Asian Kung-Fu Generation

ぢゃ- ね!!

Here I come にほん!!...In a year -_-U

2005-06-21T09:32:00.000-07:00

Yup, as the title pretty much gives away, after many failed attempts ive convinced my mom to go to にほん!! (Japan) But we'll be going in a year, most probably to Kyoto for a month. And after begging my sis she agreed that if there were a cencert during her vacations of either L'Arc~en~Ciel, Pierrot or Dir en Grey, she'd take me (but id go to the concert alone), which is great considering Dictator's Circus VIII or sumn should be coming soon, ne? XD But anyways if neither of those 2 options result (cuz knowing my family...well theyre not so reliable as i could say..) I'm planning on going on exchange for my second year of prepschool (11th grade), got it all planned out, my sis' gonna fire her secretary (she's a psychologist btw) so ill be workin for her next week on for 2 or 3 weeks, which will get me some nice money ill put in my 'trip to Japan savings' account =3..well partly neways cuz since Comic-Cons comin up im probly gonna take atleast 30$ from there...i dunno what happened to me this year!! So far ive only saved up 10$ for C-C!! last year i saved 70$ and the year bfore that 50$, so on... atlast i get my 20$ from my dad (since they never give/gave me allowance they give me $$ for C-C)..n now that i remember he ows me 47$ so bwahahahaha!!! lol. plus i can take some from my savings so no biggie...tho i think i only have 40$ left -_-U ok from now on when i go to Ocean City Im not eating so not to spend my money!!

Was supposed to talk to Trolley Guy today @ like 3am but i fell asleep around 2, had already checked all my forums so i was bored, which after long hours of singin L'Arc n Pierrot songs led to me fallin asleep.. Sorry Trolley!! (Ah yah my grama went to sleep at my Aunts so i was free! yay!!).

Anyways, today i had to go to some extra classes @ school to pass math (cuz basically i flunked..didnt do my assignments n homework as always lol) then i arrived at 8am n they told me they changed the schedule n i had to go 7 am-1:30!! n then as if wastin a week of my vacations werent enough, we had to go in uniform!! like only 6 people that had to go..inm uniform!! Damn bastards i hope all the school staff burns in hell -_-... neways..

OMG i just downloaded this vid of Malice Mizer playing "Illuminati" live with Dir en Grey!! Ya couldnt see them that well tho' ToT just saw that Die n Kaoru were as always playing electric guitar, i didnt see Toshiya there but Kyo was playing Bass!!! KYO ON BASS!!! lol and i think i saw Shinya playing drums but i wasnt shure if it was him or the guy from Malice..maybe both lol. Anywho it was really cool, xept for the fact that the guys from Malice looked loke dominatrix's or sumn..then Kozi (or Yu~ki..not sure) and Mana made a..body sandwich..with Gackt in the middle ( n Mana on crotch level..)..........that was surely disturbing....but the song was still cool, lol my mom said it sounded like circus music! of course she heard the song when snooping around my room (after like 1000times ive told her to stay away!!) i didnt let her see the vid tho, shed never let me hear Malice again EVER lol just like if she saw "obscure"s vid, finally downloaded it non-censured version!! it lasts like5 mins n the censured one lasts like a min n a half..like my good friend Pat would say "A blow job lasts longer than that!!" LOL.

Not gonna have Guitar lessons today either, the prof gont into an accident n hurt his neck or sumn, hope he's okay!!

Had my playlist on Full Metal Alchemist Soundtrack, just changed to Pierrot, this song "Home Sick" ROCKS!! Ive got it stuck in my head lol, i think im gonna go back to "Route 666'' n "じゆうえのしょたい" (<- "invitation to freedom" for those who dont understand Jap) by L'Arc, i love em!! Route's pure Rock n Jiyuu e no Shotai s like a mix of rock n alternative witha bit of a 'punk' sound to it (guitar), the intro sounds like "Driver's High" a bit tho... Anywho.. I'll stop now lol, but before i go, ive got to write down the lyrics to the song cuz it soooo ROCKS!!

"じゆうえのしょたい" (invitation to freedom) - L'Arc~en~Ciel

the temptation to run wild, it sucks to be stuck in traffic
holding it all in, an invitation to freedom
it's slow going, quick to give the middle finger
a sour face, symptoms beyond my control
hurrying, racing around your maze
where you go is up to you but, could you stay out of my way?
tragically, these feelings, I never make known to you
I'll carefully put in my trunk.
an eyesore of a holiday, a good-natured predisposition
Only now, is there a special exception for lashing out
man, the times change so quickly
flying through the hustle and bustle all over town,
If I could just get a little further ahead,
I want to see you but it never goes like that, but I wish.
today's the day I set my sights
and slip out a break in traffic towards a smile
this moment only happens once
the past I passed gazing at the future that seems to be laughing at me.
even when I'm so close, you're far away.
please, somebody invite me to freedom!
I want to see you, but it never goes like that, but I wish.
today's the day I set my sights
and slip out a break in traffic towards a smile

(My interpretation of this song is that the singer is stuck in the feelings he had for another person and kept unsaid, and he wants to break free of them, he wants to get together with her but it never goes as he plans. He then just tries to move on and be happy.. well its deeper than that but thats just my short explenation)

ぢゃ- ね!!

lyrics courtesy of http://www.centigrade-j.com

This week..

2005-06-19T13:54:00.000-07:00

hah! I'll be postin weekly some of the time, since i get stuck playing vidgames r sumn i forget lol.
So heres this week.

=Monday=

Hmm..what happened monday?? oh yah, big boring assembly at school, fell asleep in math (as always) nd afterwards went to eat at 'Ocean City' (big chinese restaurant in TJ) with my mom, Bin Son didnt work that day, Andy was covering for him. Alex spent the whole day actin weird tho, he'd cover tho right side and spent most of the time on the left (where i was sittin), and thats much to say cuz he's always on the right! plus he was throwing the trash on a bin behind my seat nd he always throws the trash in the kitchen bin. lol i never miss the details (yup, im not obsessed i just dont miss details in almost anything). Anywho, the new waitor i dont know talked to me again n told my mom i loved eating cold food (i eat so slow it always gets cold ToT). Came home, spent the rest of the day hearing Dir en Grey..thats it i guess.

=Tuesday=

Spent all day practicing electric guitar, by now i know how to play intros to 'Break on through'-the doors, 'Let it roll'-the doors, 'Sunday bloody sunday'- U2 (really hard @ first!), 'Cant get no satisfaction'- rolling stones, '7 nation army'- White Stripes, and just learned -The Black Mages- 'Hunter's chance' & 'vamo alla flamenco' intro and solo. Still gotta practice some more! Didnt have my guitar lessons today, my teacher had his university finals that week. Looks like Sam's mom hates me now, she passed by to pick up his bro nd just stared at me with a 'watch yourself' face, geez, he's the one being an ass and i get the glares...anywho, fell asleep, woke up at like 1 am nd couldnt get sleep till 5.

=Wednesday=

Nothin interesting wednesday, sam's mom glared yet again at me, oh joy. Came home nd started to play FFX till like 1 am, then FFX-2, which sucks cuz the music is no longer composed by Nobuo Uematsu in it, and they changed the chocobo theme!! the bastards -_-. X-2 was waaay too girly for my likes (way too girly for a girl..now thats massive!!), cool battle sistem tho, and graphics obviously, the story's good, but not as good as the FFs before.

=Thursday=

Was 3rd grade dissmissal at my sec. (highschool, 9th grade), party just for us, and only our grade could take clothes, yay! All my classroom cried like hell, kinda awkward, they made me cry too when they strted playing the damn sad songs and they all got in a group hug -_-U. Went dressed with my black jeans, my 'Anime Freak' shirt, and black long overcoat. A first grader (7th) asked me why i always wear black lol. Was planning on not goin to graduation but my mom ended up paying neways so now i have to go. A guy from 2nd grade kept annoying me all day, he'd just come out of nowhere and mess up my hair (like 5 times!), then twice he started talking about missing me and like side-hugged me :S i dont even know the guy! Got glared at again.

=Friday=

Last day of school!! WOO!! we didnt work at all, everyone was out of the classrooms, me n 2 friends decided to ditch and we (after planning for like an hour) were able to sneak out through the back, we were free for 5 mins!! until a teacher that had just gone to the bank and was goin back to school saw us and took us back to school -_-# but it was still an acomplishment! First ever to be able to ditch while inside the school! (there was another ditch before us but they just went another way when their classroom went to the school's sport center, and they got detention! lol!!) They couldnt do a thing to us cuz it was the last day of school, no points off, nothin! bwahahahaha!!! only called our parents n kept talkin to us about it being bad to ditch n stuff but zoning out ame very much in handy at the mo' lol. No damn glare on friday cuz his bro went to Disney on school trip so she didnt have to pass by school, WOO!! I thought my mom would kill me cuz of the ditching thing (since i was also suspended less than a month ago for playing word games on a piece of paper with a friend during the assembly and for "disrespecting" a teacher (i just told her that she could call my parents and tell them they had to pay the bimester herself cuz i wasnt the one who payed and it was not my problem, geez), plus some other detentions i had accumulated, lol i got 2 days suspention, n thts supposed to be a punishment), she just asked me what had happened! nothing else! i thought she'd bitch about it for weeks!! Anywho, came home from school to use computer, got 3 new friends from hi5, Kentaro, Kyu and Christopher. Kentaro's pretty cool, he's from Kanagawa!! XD!! and pretty cute =3. Spent the rest of the day talking to Kentaro for a while and with Jeff till like 2 am, showed em my Kaoru (Diru) makeup cosplay piccies n they actually liked em lol i think i look weird.

^I like this one best, tho i messed up the 'Shi' kanji on my forehead cuz my cousin scared the crap outta me lol

^My kaoru cosplay!! i look so weird in this one, all psychopathic lol. but atleast it came out right! lol i hate my nose tho ; _ ;

what do you thats actually reading this crap think?? =3

= saturday=

Spent all day hearing music, Kentaro passed me this program called 'bear share' thats like Kazaa but better. Got to download loads of L'Arc~en~Ciel, Pierrot and Malice Mizer songs n vids!! XD Am currently downloading all FMA episodes. I talked to this guy i added from hi5 cuz we had lots of stuff in common but he turned out to be such a man-bitch. Talked to Kentaro, and Steven for a while, then there was a power outage for like an hour ToT. Was on the forums for a while, tlked to Jeff for a while, then Trolley guy started to talk to me, we chatted till like 5 am lol, Sephiroth from 'utherworld' opened up a new forum n Trolley got me to join, now i have 5 forums to check on hehe. Trolley's pretty fun to talk to, and cute lol. showed him the pics too lol he said i looked hot lol (just cant believe someone'd think that, im so not ToT).Cut my bangs eyebrow length in the middle and longer on the sides, they look pretty good lol ill post a pic when i get one, went to sleep till 5: 30!! woke up today till like 10 am lol, went to Batsu JRock forum for a while, wrote this while listening to my playlist ( L'Arc~en~Ciel, Pierrot and Dir en Grey), and

am currently listening 'Illuminati' by Malice Mizer. Gonna change now cuz i gotta go eat with my family for Fathers day n all.

ぢゃ- ね!!

わたし の くろ - テん

Hisashiburi de!

Spring Break!! YEAHHH!!

Woooooooow very long time... ><

It's been Ages!

Hair Cut!!

So tiiiiiiiiiiiired!!

Cleaning Day!

Bought the tickets!!

FF concert in CALIFORNIA!!

Final Fantasy MIDIs!!

New playlist, woo!!

Almost late!!

thinking...

Back from grad..

だいべん! ! ! Grad. day!!

Asian Kung-Fu Generation!!!

Here I come にほん!!...In a year -_-U

This week..

わたしのくろ - テん